I am Wanda
I am Ready for more
I am Spiritually Awake.
Today I have felt so energized and ready to create. I have been an advocate for myself to not create anything and to stay in this process. I need more time, I need more healing, I need the next layer.....my spiritual layer to feel clear.
I felt the need to immerse my body into water, warm water. It is not hot here (I am talking 100 degrees Yucatán hot), they are having a cool spell of 80-85. I crave 100 degrees to my bones. So I head out to find an open cenote that is warmed by the sun and will be warmer than the air. I find one, immerse my body, take off my swimsuit and allow it to all seep in.
During this wonderful experience, I am anxious about the evenings Chocolate Yoga session, convincing myself to stick with non-judgement and just do it. I am not a fan of chocolate (least favorite) and not sure what we will do with said chocolate. I decide to attend the practice, and it is a yoga practice dedicated to the Mayan Goddess of Fertility and Nurturing. Well, we all know I got fertility pretty much taken care of, factory closed, moving on.....until I am a very cool, engaged and awesome Grandma. At the end of the practice, we take our chocolate square and walk into the ocean to dedicate this to her, I take this time to say thank you for my beautiful children and I am happy I did it.
After the class, there is an opportunity to take a Sound Healing Ceremony with one of my favorite Shamans in Tulum. Three years ago, I had the most profound spiritual awakening I have ever experienced. Tonight, the spiritual awakening wasn’t as strong, but what I noticed was how engaged all my senses were. The smells of Mayan incense, the sounds of bowls, feathers, seeds, voice , the touches with oils to my temple and chest were heightened and I was incredibly present. I felt connected. I felt awake. I felt confirmed. Feeling spiritually confirmed is amazing. Today, I felt the full circle of what it feels like to do the work, ALL the work, to stay the course and not quit.....to seek until you find. I am His and he is mine.
Lessons of Day Four: I am spiritually awake, I am loved, I am doing the work God created me to do, I am on course.